June'2016

June 2016. Allot has happened. This is exactly a year since i started my first full time job. Bitter sweet journey. I have been through good and bad times, and it has been a huge part of my daily life. I have never thought that my work life would be that imbalance. Curious? My daily routine starts from 7.30 (wash up), 8.30 (off to work) and 7-8 (dismiss from work) and workplace is literally my second home.

I know everyone knows how work life works, we all have the same struggle, same dream, but we dont have the courage to go out of our comfort zone. We are afraid of being left alone, afraid to start all over again, afraid to lose everything we are already familiar with. We always wanted something big, but we dont have the strength to start. Trust me, i face the same damn thing also. We always thought we are young, but with a blink of an eye, we are in early thirties, and there goes your dream. A dream will always be a dream unless you try to do something to make it work.
May all of us got the strength to fight as a tiger, and win like a champion in our life journey.

Will you endure the struggles? What if you have tried everything and you realized it is you who need to change cause it is all in your head, not that you over think, but the time and support your other half can give. Equality. When your other half dont really need/miss you as you do, just stop. If he cares, he will eventually know. Throughout the journey, you felt extreme ways. The reason you smile but also why you was unhappy. What would you feel when he sticks around you when he is beside or being at the same space as you, but nudge u once in a while when he was away. The difference in the way he treat you is just extreme. Sometimes you wonder if it was your problem or this is just not right. And how long would you hold on? And the funniest thing is, you thought you had everything but, you don't. Sarcastic as that.