Saturday 10 October 2015

2015 Oct

So, hello my dear blog, i havent been updating since late 2014, and didnt complete my sydney trip post.  Blame my slow wifi, you cant upload a huge amount of pics with the lowest speed connection.

So here, i am just gonna update some bits of my latest moments.

Early Jan/late Dec has been quite an ups and downs for me. Especially if when you are being told that one of your family member is in critical moments and you have to put away everything and rush back to Malaysia cause you don't even know how serious the matter is. I have to say that i didnt really realise the seriousness of the whole matter, not until i personally come back to Malaysia and saw the whole scene. But you know what, i always have faith on my dad. Although he seemed weak, but i just know that he will make it through, cause he is in good hands. Looking back, i don't really wanna go through that again. NEVER. That kind of torture? No way. Not only physically, mentally exhausted too. You are worried, but you just can't help on anything.  Glad that he is good and healthy once again now :)

So March was my graduation month, i postponed my graduation ceremony because my dad was due operation a week before our family/graduation trip. The weather during March in Adelaide was great, We had roadtrips. Rented cars from Thrifty, took ferry to Kangaroo Isalnd, with everyone except my elder sis and bro in law. We went to zoo, Kangaroo Island, Handorf etc. The graduation ceremony was great but bit emotional cause it marks the end of my university life, I was so miserable about myself that time cause i dont even know which path i should follow. To continue my studies? big four? or banking line? And now when i looked back, i regret for a bit cause i should have stayed in Aussie, doing part time job while trying to look for a proper ones since my student visa is not expiring until Sept this year. *Hmmph :/ no point looking back also huh*

And before i got into my current company, i was actually being invited to Unilever's final round interview. I was being told that i am the last six finalist out of thousands. I was overwhelmed to be honest. Final six? It all sounds like dream came true. The whole process was indeed an eye opening one. The interview was in HQ and we were being put into groups doing individual and group task. I never forgot that day, individual presentations and paperworks. It's the day that i realised i still have allot to learn under comparison and the world is allot wider than i thought. *I was so motivated right after haha*

While June is the month that i got into banking line as a management trainee. I start to make new friends in a new environment. One thing that i never thought of is being able to work in my hometown, well, i should say, i never thought of it, ever. It was never my first choice, and probably my last choice. LOL. Big cities, big companies was always my dream, i longed to work in KL, with that happening life and friends around. But now looking back at what i am today, it was not that bad at all, at least, i get to save money *ahaha* and also, i get to meet a bunch of good friends. Yeah the workload is there, the politics are there too, I even have to admit that sometimes it takes time to overcome the obstacles, but i always see it as a challenge to myself, to furnish my ability. Although until today, i still make allot of stupid mistakes, i never forget to tell myself to be alert and more careful each and everytime. I know i will grow stronger, i just know.

Right at this moment, i am actually planning to go Korea this coming Nov, the only thing due is that i haven't buy flight tix and book my hotel. LOL allot of homework to be done but i am excited at the same time! LAzy bum needs motivation.

And so for the next resolution, i hope i am able to pick up some course like CPA or CFA (another decision to be made *tough one* and also, to be able to complete my piano theory last grade and my piano diploma.

It is getting late, guess it's bed time. Buhbye my Saturday

Till next time <3